Today is my last day with my client. And no, I didn’t resigned just like what some asks. I am now officially a client-based employee with no client.
I feel sad but it’s okay. When there is a beginning, there is an end. When there is an end, the door is opened for new opportunities.
I was shocked but I didn’t let the surprise eat me. I was still able to focus with my work.
I as type every script in the code and fix every bugs, I am torn apart. There is that feeling in your heart that you can’t explain but you could feel your heart being ripped.
He has been my client for year now and I must say, I have really learned a lot from the experience. Being his sole web developer pushed me to the edges and explore new technologies and methodologies. Applications and designs that I always told myself before, only “Masters” could. But I was able to do them. I am a not master. Just an ordinary girl in-loved with PHP but I was I able to find ways to solve almost every problem we encountered in web development. Of course thanks to google and to our forum, PHPUGPH.
I just realized, I dunno why I am writing. Maybe because I just finished everything just now and my adrenaline level just got down. And now I am feeling the loneliness.
For those who have knew me personally, they could say that I really value work and how dedicated I am. Before, when we still have Saturdays, I am very much willing to do offsets and change-schedules to be able to work on weekends. Sometimes, I do almost two straight shifts.
Well, it is now time to move on to a new chapter. The admin haven’t told me about this. Sad. I already have this feeling that I am hanging in bridge just waiting to fall down. I just wished they have told me earlier. tsk! Very unprofessional of them. tsk!
Anyways, forget about “them”.
Starting tomorrow, er, about fifteen minutes ago, I am now a client-based-employee-with-no-client. 😀
I will just be waiting for the new tasks that would be given to me.
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