Welcome Back

Hearing you say that you are afraid of seeing me with somebody else is enough for me to know that you love me so.

Letting you go for awhile doesn’t mean i don’t love you anyore. It is just a way for the two of us to find ourselves again.

You don’t have to think of me while you are away. I’ll be fine. Don’t worry that I’ll be impatient in waiting. I’ll always be here and I’ll never leave.

And on the day that you come back, I’ll be in front of the door with my arms wide open. I’ll hug and kiss you and tell you, “Welcome back, bhie bhie ko.”

Things I Missed About Me

I have been a living being for more than 2 decades now and I could say, lots of things have changed. Sometimes, reality check is a very helpful action to evaluate how your life have been. I took some time to see how my life is going.

I am happy with my life right now but ironically, i misses a bunch.

Here are the things i missed in myself.

1. Being alone. I grew up in different places with different persons. During those times, I was often left alone doing stuffs all by myself. Eating, playing, doing chores and other things are included in the list. Some of the times, i just hang out in my room reading books, creating scrap books or simply staring at the ceiling. This is also the time  wherein i could talk to myself and reflect.
2. Being spontaneous. I go to anywhere the wind carries me. I change my mind in a snap and do anything i like. But now, i have to re-think things first before deciding. I have to plan how my day 2 days before.
3. Book reading. I LOOVVVEEEE reading and i hate it that i can’t finish a single book these days.
4. Playing games. Besides computer games, I love playing board games and other indoor games. Chess, games of the generals, badminton and volleyball are in my list. I am not athletic anymore and i feel physically unhealthy.
5. Gimiks. I miss going to bars, restaurants, houses and anywhere.
6. Drinking sessions. We surely drink a lot. I remembered this one time when me and my friends hang out in our place and drunk 4 long neck bottles of emperador and a few bottles of red horse. I was knocked out.
7. Friends. We now have different lives and our schedules doesn’t fit. And mostly seldom keep in touch. I feel sad because it seems like they have forgotten about me. I feel happy because they are all doing great with their lives. I understand that we are all busy. Just a small hope is kept in my heart.

I am a more mature person right now and i guess i have planned how my life should turned out so much.

My world is so crowded right now that i needed some space. Time to think and re-order my plans. I am in a mess and i have to fix things up.

Received a Warning From WordPress

Last April 30, I received this alert from wordpress

Warning: We have a concern about some of the content on your blog. Please contact us as soon as possible to resolve the issue.

So i messaged their support and after 2 days they sent me a reply.

From: “Mark @ wordpress.com” <tosreports@wordpress.com>

Hi,
You have this “Finally, PayPerPost Submission Approved”

We do not allow PPP or similar here, sorry.
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Mark

Seems like they don’t allow unsponsored post even if they don’t have a link or ads in it. It is just a plain sharing of experience.

Sigh.

I love my wordpress blog so I guess I have to unpublish that post of mine. Bye post.